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Seriously losing it...?This forum post has messages dated from 09/07/10 through 11/22/10, please be sure to read all the messages. If you feel it is old or outdated, please follow up with a question or comment and someone may be able to update it, or reply with newer information if you have it. - Troubled Teenagers
| Seriously losing it...? I need help. Lately, I feel like I'm losing control of my life. Not in the way that most teenagers would. Bad grades, boy troubles what ever else. No, my problem is, I continually feel disconnected from the world. And this isn't a new thing. Ever since first grade, if not earlier, I often get this weird feeling in the pit of my stomach. It's like I, not only mentally but physically take a step back from my life and what I'm doing and question everything. I don't understand anything about us, as a society. I don't understand human interactions. I'm a damn good liar, pathological really, and am able to fake for the world to see, that I understand why we do things, but inside, I'm lost. I'm OCD as well. Not a cleanliness thing, I have dermatophagia, which, trust me, creeps out few dozen people as it is. While, if forced, I can fake liking people, I can interact normally in groups, but people know something is off. I don't like people. I don't feel the need for social approval or recognition. I like it when I'm ignored. But what scares me the most, is when I really hate someone, for any reason, trivial as it may be, I can, in shocking reality, imagine their death. I wouldn't, COULDN'T, ever hurt someone, but my head isn't full of sunshine and rainbows. Luckily, that's exactly where those dark thoughts will stay. I have little sympathy for anyone, and a conscience that is virtually nonexistent. I seriously hate my life and self. I would never commit suicide. NEVER. There a just too many things to live for. I just feel like an outsider, observing someone else's life. Someone I know I'm supposed to hate. But I'm not content with who I am, like I notice everyone else around me is. I feel like an outsider, observing someones life. Someone I know I'm supposed to hate. If you know the words Fairfield County, you'll know my upbringing has been far from tragic. I just don't know what's wrong with me. |
| I think you are really in trouble. But you know what you are not alone with that kind of attitude. I used to be like you before, except for that imagining the death of others, oh my gosh, I am not thinking of those creepy and gruesome stuffs. But do not despair, you can actually get over your troubled personality. Just reach out with people and be happy always. Good luck. |
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| I think your absolutely not on the right track or shall we say your out of this world. Having this crap feeling can make you turn to be crazy. It's not yet the end of the world and take note time turn so fast so treasure your life and spend your time wisely. I know you can get over of this kind of personal crisis. Just keep in mind to be contented, be happy, get along with people with no hesitations, be with yourself all the time, love with no regrets and be with God. |
| Hi there! I think you need to relax in order for you to go back in your mind. You are not just the only one who experiencing it right now, there are lot. Be focus on the things that can make everything OK. Avoid doing something that can make the situation more difficult. |
| I understand that the most critical period of human's life is teenage period. But, what you're going through seems beyond of what is expected for an ordinary teenager should act. You might need someone to talk to aside from posting your concern on the net. Don't make yourself a terrible mess because you have worth, so make yourself worthy of achieving something. Cheers and be lively. Have faith and enjoy life to the fullest. |
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