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I have BP II and people are ashamed of me, especially my daughter.This forum post is dated 10/04/11. If you feel it is old or outdated, please follow up with a question or comment and someone may be able to update it, or reply with newer information if you have it. - Shame
| I have BP II and people are ashamed of me, especially my daughter. I was diagnosed with BP II this past March. I have known for a long time that people look at the outside of me and see a pretty, attractive person and then they don't hang out but never understood why everyone leaves me. I don't think I get angry or abusive. I always thought I just ran away or ran them off so I didn't get hurt. Now I know I make bad decisions. This week it had to do with trying to create a new FB page because my two sisters are abusive to me and I wanted to create a page where I could be very private and use a completely secretive name but I had to tell everyone who was my friend not to use my real name. This included her in-laws because they were my friends on FB too. This also included my teacher friends and in-laws. In addition to my sisters, I was trying to keep stupid people's friends from posting ridiculously embarrassing stuff on my page that would show on my page and show me as portray a bad image that I would not want my co-workers to see as I am trying to get a full time teaching job next year. My daughter called me and said it was creapy and that I had stepped over the line and that I could not call her for a while and that I did not treat her like a mother. I apologized over and over but she is not talking to me still.My husband's family does not recognize me and my family much either but they don't even know about my disorder. I am 9 years older than him and below his family's economic level so his parents have little to do with my family. After 13 years with him they have only been around my mother twice and my other 3 sisters-in-law, they interact with their parents on a regular basis with dinners, holiday gifts, birthday gifts, EVERYTHING. Maybe I'm letting BP go to extremes. This is my question. Am I running people off? Are they truly ashamed of me? I've been in counseling and released to once per month. My mother was hospitalized last week and my two sisters who abuse me on a regular basis sent me into remission with their abuse to me saying I didn't contact them because they chose to ignore my calls. They got my daughter mad at me because she believed them. They posted bullying things about me on FB which was also why I wanted to go private on FB. |
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