Hi All, I don't know what Im looking for...I suppose im kinda stuck coz lived all my life in abig happy family with my cozins as my best freinds...so never needed any friends.Then got married to a shy guy who is also very into his family, except that the mom , the brotherts and sisters do not like anyones else in this whole wide world apart from themselves....not even their dad, their grandparenst, aunts, uncles, no one.
Have been married 5 years and have a lovely 3 yr old but for the last year and a half my hubby's mom and sister have been living with us and for the last few months, his younger brother quit his job and he is also livinhg with us.
That in itself would be opk, even though we live in a 3 bed house but the thing is...with his family around my hiusband acts weird....he is quite rude to me and we never chat anymore...i suppose because he has his family around and doesn't need to chat to me when he can chat to his sis or mom...also he is very rtude to my daughter as well and is always angry at her and shouting at her...now ive been denial about this and have been pretending that all is fine since if i try to talk to him he just shrugs it off saying he's only trying to discipline her since im useless at disciplining and also that he is an excellent dad and a hubby aND HE KNOWS THAT and is satisfied so it doesnt mater what i say.
Ive started taking antidepressanst as my doctor felt i was depressed...i have no friends that i can speak to, i dont want to trouble my mom as she gets worried about me, but even with the anti depressants, although i sleep better, i still feel out of control sometimes and end up taking out my frustration on my daughter and i hate that as i feel one of her parents needs to be empathic atleast.
any suggestions welcome...
