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The story of my lifeThis forum post has messages dated from 02/23/09 through 07/04/10, please be sure to read all the messages. If you feel it is old or outdated, please follow up with a question or comment and someone may be able to update it, or reply with newer information if you have it. - Bipolar Disorder
| The story of my lifehi, Im a 20 year old female and i have been in a relationship with a 21 year old bipolar male for a year now. When i first met him i was extremely vulnerable and open because at that time i was really looking for a realationship and i was tired of being single, i had met him on valentines day during an outing with my family to have lunch and there he was serving drinks and i kept feeling his stares and my sisters and mom also noticed. They talked me in to giving him my number and thats when the nightmare started not long after. I remember one day during the first month of our relationship when he had first told me he was bipolar while driving in his car but i ignored it. i thought to myself i love this guy and so what if he's bipolar we get along and thats all that matters. Alot of weird events starting occuring he would start crying for no reason at any time of the day, yelling, constantly flirting and talking to other girls, complaining, he also became very controlling. He didnt want me wearing any makeup, eating meat or any type of fast food, drinking softdrinks, visiting my family, visiting friends, he always wanted to know where i was and what i was doing also. Might i add when i first met him i was very into fashion, makeup and girly kinda things. He didnt like that, he wanted me natural. everything about me had to be natural. Anything he would do he'd want me to do the same. After about 4 months into our relationship he started constantly wanting to meditate and do yoga. I mean literally all day thats all he wanted to do. It started progressing and just getting worse the yelling, the fighting, i was crying everyday. I even felt suicidal at some points. He used to say all he was doing was "killing me spiritually" making me a better person by beating up my ego. He would keep me up all hours of the night, because he didnt sleep i ended up loosing my job, because i was always late. Your probably thinking to yourself that i must be insane, trust me iv wondered too. I put up with more than I ever thought I would. I lost my virginity to this guy and he was the only serious relationship iv ever been in. I loved him, thats my only excuse. I dont know why but I did. If I could ever save anyone from going through something like this I would say dont do it, dont get involved, dont think it will get better. Dont even try there is no point. When a person doesnt want to help themselves there is nothing you can do, iv tried everything. He doesnt take medicine, he doesnt believe he is bipolar. I also want to add that he started pushing me around and it hurt me physically and emotionally. Nobody needs that. RUN AS FAR AWAY AS YOU CAN! because if not this will be the story of your life too... |
| That is a sad story I must say but you can something about it. You can end up the relationship. Ending it does not mean that you hate him badly or you do not want him anymore. It is just that he is not capable of being in a relationship and I know how hard it is actually, to be the only one eager to make things work. Good luck. |
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